Chapter 17 : Friend

Thanks to Alex

This incident happened when I was 13 years old. My best friend, John, was living next to me. We did homework together and helped each other. We were famous in school, lots of people knew us. Since he lived right next to me, he came to my house, played computer games and slept over as often as he could.

One day John came over to my house and asked if I wanted to watch a movie with him. I said yes. When we were on the way to the cinema, I fell asleep in the bus. I dreamt a weird dream. In it was my grandfather who died about 5 years ago. He told me the bus would crash with a car. Immediately I woke up. I told John not to watch the movie. He asked me why and I told him about my dream. But he did not believe it and said that if I did not want to watch, then I could just drop off there and then. So I get off the bus and went home.

When I arrived home, I was just in time to watch the evening news. I was so surprised. The news reported the bus John and I were in, had crashed with a car. Everyone died in the crash. I felt so sad.

When I was asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night to pee. As I was washing my hands on the sink, I realised there was blood on the mirror. It said, “YOU SHOULD JUST TELL MY MOM NOT TO GO TO THE MOVIE!!!” I freaked out. When I turned around, there was my friend John, and there was blood all over his face. I screamed and fainted.

When I woke up I was in hospital. My mom asked me what happened so I told her everything that I could remember. She touched my head and asked, “Are you feeling alright?” It was apparent that my mum did not believe me. I was afraid to go home but I had no choice.

It was night again. I was really scared so I closed my door and slept. I woke up in the middle of the night, when I heard music from outside my door. It was “Fat Lip”, John’s favourite song. I mustered enough courage and went outside to check. There was a figure standing in front of my radio. When I got close to him, he turned around and it was John. He turned menacing all of a sudden and tried to kill me. He choked my neck and I said, “I’m really sorry, I should have told your mum about my dream.” I was crying and repeating, “I’m so sorry…” When John heard that he just let go of my neck and he put his arm around my neck and said, “It’s alright, it was my fault that I did not listen to you.” Before he left, he said, “Goodbye my friend…” and disappeared into thin air.

My parents came out to the living room and asked what had happened. I did not tell them anything, because my parents were not going to believe my story. Till today, I did not tell anybody except to you.

Chapter 16 : Husband Of The Year

Cherish your wife with all the effort they have put together with you through your marriage life…..

Husband of the year awards The honorable mention goes to: The United Kingdom Followed closely by..... The United States of America and then... Poland But 3rd Place must go to.... Greece it was very very close but the runner up prize Was awarded to.... Serbia but the winner of the husband/partner of the ! year is.. Ireland.Ya gotta love the Irish. The Irish are true romantics. Look, he's even Holding her hand... Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr. In it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN? MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist AND When we have REAL trouble, it's a.. HISterectomy.. Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day. Send this to all the men just to annoy them.... Remember You Don't Stop Laughing Because You Grow Old, You Grow Old Because You Stop Laughing

Chapter 15 : Dapur Mama Aktif Kembali (OST Ring My Bell)

Sempena bulan puasa yg mulia ni, semua umat Islam bergembira dengan peluang yg ad.. masing2 xmahu melepaskan kenikmatan yg begitu banyak yg bole dikecapi oleh semua umat manusia di atas muka bumi Allah yg Maha Agung ini..

Famili aku...mcm bese berpuasa bg menunaikan kewajipan rukun Islam yg ke Tiga..dlm sibuk berpuasa sudah pasti kehangatan Hari Raya amat sekali terasa oleh semua umat yg tahu menghayati keberkatan dan kemeriahan berpuasa sebulan..

besenya dlm bln puasa mcm ni la aku dn famili akan berpeluang untuk merasa kuih muih dan biskut raya yg di hasilkan oleh mama aku sendiri...mmg sume menanti saat indah seperti ini (genggam tangan smbil mendongak ke langit).. sbb bl pd hari2 bese yg lain, agak ssh nk dpt rasa biskut mak aku..so, bl tb saat yg mcm ni, segala peluang di gunakan sepenuhnya..

sehingga ke hari ni, mama aku telah berjaya menyempurnakan beberapa jenis biskut dengan resipi rahsia turun temurun dari salasilah keluarga aku...actually ad ramai jgak yg mintak resepi biskut mama aku ni dr dl, tp xpnh nk dpt...bkn kedekut, tp dh nama resepi rahsia, so biarlah ianya kekal rahsia dalam famili aku..

tidak seperti tahun2 yg lps, oleh sbb lmbat memulakan projek biskut raya ni, maka tempahan yg dibuat oleh org luar xbape nak ramai..lagi pn mama aku wat bkn bertujuan ntuk berniaga..just ntuk hidangan famili dan sahabat2 di masa hari raya nnt..walaubagaimana pn, mama aku tetap xbole mengelak dari keinginan rakan2 nya dlm permintaan biskut raya ni...sbb ad yg dtg merasa biskut yg dh siap dan terus terpanggil ntuk membuat tempahan berbelas2 balang kuih...maklumlah, kl mak2 datin yg wat tempahan, mn mau tempah skit2...x kelas ler..

buat pengetahuan semua, bese nya mama aku akn meletakkan harga yg standard duk kt KL ni..RM 25 per balang...dlm satu balang ad setepat-tepatnya 50 biji biskut...mgkin ad lebih skit..kurang???jgn mcm tu..xbaik kl nk jual kt org ln kl kurang dr yg sepatutnya..dosa besar tu..

buat masa ni, ni jela biskut yg ada..maybe akan ad biskut yg ln yg akan di produce kn pd masa hadapan..mgkn biskut coklat chip, almond london, semprit, biskut cornflake, dan mcm2 lg...

Biskut Makmur

Biskut Cornflakes Madu

Biskut Mazola

Biskut Tart Nenas

kl ad sape2 yg tringin nk rs, meh dtg umah aku dl..pastu bole la tempah apa yg patut..huhu

p/s : Sori gmbr xbp cantik sbb gn kamera hs xcun. Jgn rsau, rasa dia jauh lebih sedap dr gmbr yg kabur ni..

Chapter 14 : Whispering Prays (OST For The Love of God )

One place i dreamed to go before i die

i hope my pray been granted

Chapter 13 : Strange Photo (OST No Time To Cry)

Charles found the old book when he was 12 years old. It was stuck in behind an old bookcase in the attic of his house. The cover of the book was missing and so were some of the pages inside. It was a book of frightening ghost stories but without the cover, Charles could never been sure if the stories were real or just made up.

Lying in bed at night, Charles would read the stories quietly to himself. They terrified him, but for some reason, he couldn’t stop himself from reading each one again and again. His heart would be pounding and his breath would catch in his throat, yet he still felt unable to put the book down.

There was only one illustration in the book, a solitary strange photograph in the middle pages. Charles could never bear to look at it. Something about the photo unnerved him but he found himself string at it for hours. He never understood why the photograph held such a strange fascination for him.

There was nothing in the picture that should cause him such fear and dread. It merely showed an empty metal staircase leading down into darkness. Could it be the fear of something or someone lurking in the darkness? Perhaps it was the fact that the rusty metal steps looked as if they were covered in blood.

For some reason, the photo terrified him so much that he finally reached breaking point. He ripped it out of the book and threw it in the trash. Charles thought that would be the end of it, but he found that he was unable to get the picture out of his mind.

When he fell asleep at night, he would see the empty metal staircase in his nightmares and he always woke up drenched in a cold sweat. The strange photo haunted him for years. As he got older, he would often be reminded of the photo and then the nightmares would start again. It was as if what he had seen in the photo could never be unseen.

Walking home from college one night, Charles took a shortcut through a dark alleyway and came upon a scene that seemed all too familiar to him. Up ahead, he could see the same rusty metal staircase that had haunted his dreams for so many years.

Charles felt a chill go up his spine and he had the sudden urge to flee. But his curiosity got the better of him. He had to find out why the staircase had disturbed him so much.

Charles approached the staircase cautiously, staring down into the darkness that lay below. In his terror, his mind began to recognize strange shapes in the pitch black. He could hear odd sounds and moans coming from underground.

As Charles stood at the top of the stairs, he began shaking with fear. He was about to turn and leave when he heard something strange. A whisper or a low groan. He looked down and started screaming.

- Kiddo

Chapter 12 : The Inception (OST The Inception)

beberapa mggu yg lalu aku n the gang (tokwan n mael) pegi wayang tgk cite Inception..sebuah cerita yg berkisarkan tentang penjelajahan didalam mimpi seseorang..aku suka cite tu..pd aku personally, tu la filem yg pling baik dlm thun ni..sepanjang aku kt dlm wayang tu, otak aku diperah seperah2nya ntuk memahami jalan cite tu....best gler........

tp bkn tu yg aku nk cite kn kl ni...kl ni aku rs mcm nk berkongsi psl hdup aku yg aku rs dh mcm nk hampir sm je ngn cite tu....mksd aku sama tu bkn la aku masuk ke dlm mimpi org ln.....cm projection mimpi tu wat aku mengalami pengalaman yg aku rs aku xmau lalui dlm hdup realiti ni...aku ada kongsi cite ni ngn buah hati aku.....sbenanya aku sendri xpasti sm ad nk bkongsi atau xnk dlm blog...xpela...ini cite aku...mgkn aku bole kongsi pengalaman ni dgn sesape sj yg prnh laluinya....

selang beberapa hari lps....slps aku selesai menunaikan semua tanggungjawab aku pd keluarga dan tuhan pd mlm itu, aku masuk tdo...blik aku, aku kongsi dgn adik aku....ktorg tdo bdua seblik...pd mulanya mlm tu agak ssh ntuk aku melelapkan mata..maklumlah, siang tu dh bantai tdo xigt....tp bl buah hati aku sendiri pn dh wish lovely gudnite kt aku, so thats mean there is nothing left to do...so aku pn tdo ntuk merehatkan badan..maklumlah bl pk psl esknya nk bgun bekerja, nk xnk, aku perlu tdo ntuk mendapatkan kembali kekuatan kudrat aku ntuk esk hr.....

seperti dlm cite inception tu, satu fakta yg aku setuju adalah, bl di mana kite bermimpi, kite sendiri xtau mcmn mulanya mimpi tu, mcmn kite bole tb2 ad pd tmpt itu.kite jg xpasti knp kite ad dsitu pd waktu itu....dn jg masa dan waktu, adalah satu perkara yg btul2 weird sbb kite bole rs yg kite hdup berhari2 lmnya dlm satu mimpi....dan yg pling penting motif cerita tu adalah "Idea adalah virus yg pling bahaya di dunia"...knp???cb pk, jika seseorg mempunyai idea, pndgn, pegangan dan fahaman...bnd ni sume akan terus merebak seperti virus didlam minda dan perasaan dan teramat2 lah ssh ntuk mencari penawar dan vaksinnya......

pagi...aku berada diatas katil pd ms tu...aku berbaju merah..suasana kelihatan...hijau????...hmmm....ntah la..tp tu la keadaan yg aku nmpk dan aku feel time tu....aku berada dlm sebuah blik tdo...sebuah blik tdo xbp nk mewah sgt pd pndgn aku....aku sorg...katil tempat aku bgun tdo tu pulak jnis katil bsr...king size...apa yg aku perasan, bdn, muka dn semua bentuk fizikal aku kelihatan lbih matang dan berumur lebih tua dr aku skrg.....aku rs mcm bingung...maklum lah, bl kite tb2 bgun dr tdo, kte akan rs bingung yg pelik skit..lbih2 lg kl bgun tdo lps asar...mcm tu la yg aku rs....keadaan sekeliling msih lg kelihatan hijau.....

ntuk seketika, aku dpt dgr suara bdk2 di luar blik tdo aku tu....suara seorang budak lelaki....berlari dan menjerit2 memanggil nama yg aku rs aku paham sgt apa mksdnya......

"BAPAK...BAPAK.."

tu la perkataan yg aku dgr smbil kedengaran bunyi larian tapak kaki seorang bdk di atas lantai simen dluar blik tdo aku tu.......aku mengamati sume tu dgn niat nk memahami situasi sekeliling...

....pintu blik tdo aku terbuka perlahan2...

seorang budak kecil dlm lingkungan umur 5 ke 6 thun mengintai dan berlari msuk kedalam blik tu....rupa dan suara bdk tu amat sgt aku tau dan aku knl...tp aku xpasti...bdk kcik yg jg berbaju merah tu berlari dn melompat terus ke atas katil aku td....meluru terus ke sisi aku...mesra seperti telah knl aku bertahun2 lmnya......

bl tangan bdk tu memegang tgn aku, secara automatik hati aku, fikiran aku, memori aku, perasaan aku mcm suis lampu yg br menyala bl dhdupkan...aku dpt nmpk kehidupan lampau aku...aku nmpak aku ms muda, aku nmpk time aku ngh study dl, aku nmpak buah hati aku, aku nmpak saat aku bercinta dgnnya, aku nmpk saat aku menikahi dia,aku nmpk saat dia melahirkan anaknya, aku nmpk segalanya...sume bnd tu terjadi sepantas kilat..seolah2 ms terhenti dan semua memori tu dtg kembali mengingat kan aku sesuatu.....aku knl sape bdk tu.....muka dia mirip muka aku ms kcik dl...

..dia anak aku..

tu la definisi terbaik yg aku bole bg time tu...aku dh dewasa.....aku rs aku dhdewasa....aku dh ad keluarga aku sendiri...aku dh ad anak....tp............mn isteri aku....knp dia xd dsitu....pelik...smbil aku cb mengingati apa yg terjadi, bdk kcik tu bersuara....

"bapak, cpt la bgun...ajar adik gosok gigi adik..bapak..."

dlm keadaan yg buntu, aku bgun brsama anak aku tu... ntuk kebilik air...dgn niat mengajar beliau sbg seorg bapa mengajar sesuatu kepada anaknya...

aku berjalan perlahan2 dlm keadaan yg mamai menuju ke luar blik...dr satu sudut, aku bole nmpk sebuah ruang tamu yg xbp bsr dan xbp jauh dr tempat aku berdiri...disitu aku perasan ad seorg bdk perempuan yg lebih berumur dr anak aku td tu..dgn berbaju hijau dan rambut yg diikat rapi..dia jg anak aku????

muka dn perwatakannya begitu mirip skali dgn buah hati aku....wlu pn dia sdg asyik menonton tv....aku dpt nmpk perwatakan yg begitu sm dgn dia.....still dlm hati aku tertnya2 dimana kah isteri aku....

aku terus berjalan ke blik air dgn tgn ku di tarik seorang bdk yg terdesak mahu kan sesuatu...bl skali lg tgn aku dsentuh bdk tu, aku sekali lg mengalami peristiwa yg sm seperti td..flash back...tp kl ni lebih menyedihkan..dan terjawab sume pertanyaan aku....apa yg aku nmpk, isteri aku sudah tiada lg, dia sudah pergi selamanya mengadap Allah yg Maha Esa....aku xnk ckp psl tu..biar part ni aku simpan sendiri...

time tu perasaan sebak menular keseluruh pelusuk hati aku..rupanya yg tgl hanya aku dan anak2 aku je...dgn senyuman aku melindungi perasaan sedih aku dpn anak2 aku...

di blik air aku memberus gigi ddpn cermin dsbelah anak aku sendiri....kami sm2 memberus gigi....dia begitu gembira skali...aku jg hepi melihat keadaan itu...aku ajar dia apa yg dia mahukan...jauh dsudut hati aku, aku terasa rindu yg teramat sgt pd isteri aku....aku bole rs tkut keseorangan mmbsrkan anak2 aku...aku bole rs teramat sedih kerana dia xdpt bersama2 mmbesarkan anak2 kami...aku bole rskan sume tu sepeti aku btul2 wujud pd ms tu..hny Allah sj yg tau mcmn rsnya....air mata aku meleleh time wlupn dlm keadaan hepi memberus gg bersama2 dgn anak aku tu...dan aku terus menangis....

mimpi tu terhenti bl adik aku Hafiiz kejutkan aku untuk bngun bersahur...aku terkejut dn trus bgun...dlm keadaan yg gelap tu jg aku dpt rs yg mata aku basah...menangis.....aku bgun bersihkan muka aku dan terus bersahur....

moral cite ni, wlupn aku msih muda dr segi pengalaman, dan xtau apa2 psl apa yg berkaitan dgn yg aku cite td, tp aku dpt satu idea yg tertanam sendirinya didlm minda, hati dan perasaan aku yg mgkin bole merubah persepsi hdup aku.....sygi lah ibu kite, sygi lah bapa kite, sygi lah isteri2 kite, sygi lah anak2 kite,sygi lah kekasih2 kite, sygi lah org2 yg kte sygkn dlm hdup kite...pd aku sendiri wlupn ianya hnyalah sekadar mimpi, tp aku dpt rs kn segala perasaan kehilangan seseorg yg kite cintai dan tempat selalu kite bergantung..aku bole rs kan pengalaman tu sendiri seolah2 ianya mmg btul dlm realiti..sygkn lah mereka semua selagi hayat kite masih ada di dunia ini...sbb xd ganti nya mereka dgn yg ln....

Chapter 11: I had a strange event happen last night when I was in bed? (OST One Misscall)

Well, My Husband works graveyard shift occasionally, so It was just me and my daughter and 4 month old son alone last night, and I'm a stay-at-home Mommy, so I know the whole routine. Well besides all that, I, myself am a skeptic on all this, but this really frightened me. So last night we did the ol' usual, eat dinner, play on the Wii with my daughter, give her a bath, put her to bed, and after that it was just me and my son staying up.

Well he was asleep in my lap, so I decided it was time to go put him down to sleep for the night. So I went to put him in his bedroom, and I thought it was strange that his night light was on in the closet, so I turned it off, layed him down, and went to go watch TV. And this all took place around 8:45. I turned on his monitor and continued watching TV.

Around 9:30 or so, I could here Elijah (my son) crying. I figured he was just being fussy and I went to go see what was up, and once again the light was on. So I thought maybe it has someone to do with the outlet so I moved it to another one. And as I was going to lay him back down, I noticed on his sleeve of his pajamas was all wet, like if you were to stick your sleeve in your mouth. Anyways, same routine, went back to watch TV and around 10 he started to cry. So once again I went in there, and the light was on again. I was really getting irritated this time, so I just took it out of the wall, and went to pick him up. And this time his leg of his pajamas were wet. So I just took him out of this room and sat down with him. Then I decided ya know, I'm just going to put his crib in my room. So I did that, and we went to sleep without any more fussiness. So I was well asleep for a couple of hours and I woke up to my daughter in my room asking if she could sleep with me. I asked why and she said she had a tight feeling around her wrist, and I asked her to show me. And it was wet on her pajamas too, kind of like saliva. WEIRD I thought, and so I let her sleep with me.

Now its morning and my daughter is too afraid to go into her room. I looked at her wrist this morning and it had 4 little bruises around her wrist. Not big ones, just little ones.

I'm honestly scared, and I don't want to believe in any of this, I just don't know what to do.
My kids are scared and I can't show them I'm scared.

I don't want to tell my husband because he's a believer, and I don't want my kids to be involved in such stuff. What do you think this could be? What should I do?

- Christianas Mommy

Chapter 10 : Dari Alam Angker (OST Everchanging)

Petang semalam hujan..hari begitu mendung dan gelap..aku…??.macam biasa berpuasa..jam menunjuk baru je lebih kurang jam 6.30 petang..ada masa kira-kira lagi sejam untuk aku dan famili aku berbuka puasa..hari begitu sejuk dan dingin..angin menderu tiup masuk ke ruang bilik tidur aku..aku pulak? tengah membaringkan diri diatas katil aku yang begitu empuk dan lembut sekali..sambil hanset ditangan menunggu message dr sahabat-sahabat dan kekasih yang tercinta..

Sambil-sambil baring, telinga aku di lemasi dengan bunyi titisan air hujan di sekeliling rumah aku..aku melayankan hujan yang pada aku sememangnya dah lama aku tunggu-tunggu kan..orang cakap, tidur time hujan ni mmg satu nikmat Allah yg tersangat-sangatnya best..mata aku makin berat..dalam hati nak je aku tidur terus..namun….Damn!!...fikiran aku melayang jauh menusuk ke kotak memori aku yg aku simpan cermat di suatu sudut dlm otak aku ni..agen-agen penjaga memori aku membuka kembali fail memori aku 3 hingga 4 tahun yang lepas….aku mengelamun……..

Malam..seingat aku time tu malam..aku berada di kolej kediaman aku dulul di Uitm..tak silap aku, time tu aku maybe dlm part 3 rasanya..malam tu hujan..dari bilik aku yang mengadap hutan tebal 2, bole sangat dengar macam-macam bunyi mahkluk Allah yang bersyukur dengan kedatangan hujan malam itu..begitu jgak aku..sgt2 grateful dgn nikmat tuhan yg maha memberi…smbl lpk2 kt blik aku, mmber aku Faiz tb2 dtg dgn penuh kemengahan di dada mcm br lps kne kjar setan..mmg pn…dia dtg blik aku bkn dgn tgn kosong..tp ad cite yg aku rs xmsuk akal skali dia bwk msuk dlm blik aku ni…aku tnya pehal…dia duduk terdiam, dn menarik nafas sepanjang2nya sblom mmbuka mulut meluahkan rahsia yg hnya dia dn tuhan sj yg tau…

Version Faiz :

Pd mlm yg sm, sume bebdk hostel dwajibkan pegi ke dewan bsr uitm sbb ntah ad tyngn perdana apa ntah..kira mcm g tgk wayang la..wajib bli tiket n dptkn kupon ntuk permohonan kolej ntuk semester depan..so, sume bebdk skema akn g ke sana..yg tgl hanya malaun2 balok yg mcm aku n the gang je..pd mlm tu si faiz ni pulak g wat kje kt bengkel seni…bg menyiapkn projek seni lukis beliau yg xsiap lg…mamat ni mmg komited dgn kerja dia..tu sbb hasil kerja dia bgus…So lps dia stop kerja dia dlm kul kira2 10 ++ mlm..dia mengemas brg2 dan berkehendak ntuk blik kebilik beliau dn melayan movie diatas katilnya...

Ntuk pengetahuan sume, kedudukan kolej aku ad 4 blok sume nye DO 1, DO 2, DO 3 dn DO 4…kdudukan kolej aku pulak bebentuk U kl di lihat dr atas.. DO 1 ,2 dn 4 bole dkatakn bercantum antara satu sm ln…kolej yg ketiga letaknya dibelah blakng kolej yg ln..DO 4 letaknya dtgh2 antara DO 1 dn 2..kl nk dkatakn naik dr DO1 nk ke DO 2, adlah mustahil sume bdk akn bertembung dgn DO 3… kolej tu jgak xd sape2 yg duduk dsbbkn tahap keselamatnnya yg amat rendah..tu sbb kolej tu kosong dn sgt2 dgeruni sume bdk…

Bengkel tmpt si faiz ni wat kje sbenany dkt blik mmber dia dr DO 2…blik mamat ni letaknya kt DO 1 yg letaknya berdepan dgn DO 2 ni td..so ntuk keblik beliau, dia kne jln melalui DO 4..bole je dia jln kluar terus ke do1…tp mlm tu hujan lebat gler…so dsbbkn xmau bsh…ikut jela mamat ni jln alternative yg lg satu…faiz blik melenggang sbb sume brg2 keje beliau tgl d bengkel je…leceh nk bwk blik…

So dlm perjalanan blik dia, lps je dia kluar dr bgunan do 2, dia kne lalu tgga yg menghubungkan do 2 ngn do 4…begitu jg bl dia kluar dr do2 nk ke do 1, dia akn btembung dgn tgga penghubung tu…so bl si faiz ni naik tgga do 1 ntuk ke tingkat 4,maklum lah, blik dia kt tingkat 4….beliau perasn kt 1^st floor dpn dia begitu gelap skali bagaikn xd sape pnh duk situ…tp dlm kotak fikiran dia hany nmpk blik dia, tilam dn bantl je..2 je dh ckup ntuk dia melupakan sume perkara yg berlaku ddpn matanya…so, bl dia lalu kt tgkat 2, keadaan yg sm jgak tepampang d dpn mata beliau…floor tu gelap dn sunyi….begitu jgak pd tgkat 3 dn 4….faiz berdiri di hjung floor tgkt 4 tu dn trdiam seketika..bfikir…npe floor ni gelap? Mn bdk ln? dlm hati nya jgak brpndapat yg bdk2 msih lg berada d dewan pd ms itu…blik beliau berada jauh d dpnny..faiz kne mengharungi kegelapan tu ntuk smpi ke bliknya yg terletak dihjung floor bertentangan dgn tmpt dia berdiri pd ms itu…

Dgn hati yg selamba tnp tau pape yg berlaku, beliau memulakan langkah bendulnya terus kedalam kegelapan yg terdampar ddpn mata..suasana begitu sunyi…keadaan begitu gelap sehingga lgsg xnmpk no blik yg tepampang ddpn stiap pintu….bl si faiz ni smpi btul2 dpn pintu blik dia, dia mengeluarkan kunci bliknye dn unlock pintu blik dia……tp…kunci tu xbole nk bukak pintu blik yg di sangkanya blik dia..bekali2 mncuba tp ttp jgak xbole bukak…dia study keadaan sekeliling….ketakutan dh mula melebarkan pengaruhnya didalm hati beliau...dia tgk no blik, dh btul..404..tp npe still xbole bukak? Pelik…sgt2 pelik…so dia trus pegi ke hjung floor ntuk tgu roommate beliau blik dr dewan…bl smpinya dia kt tgga hjung tgkt 4, dia tergamam..terdiam..terkejut dn sume persaan bercampur aduk…perkataan yg pertama kluar dr mulutnya time tu ..

”YA ALLAH, AKU KT DO 3 KE NI?”…

ini adlah kerana apa yg ad d dpn matanya ialah sbuah pndgn suatu tmpt yg sgt beliau knl..DO 1..tmpt yg dia brdiri skrg adalah tmpt yg sume bdk xmau dkt dn nk jauh kl bole…bangunan kolej DO 3…..

Dia jln slow2 turun dr situ, dn trus lari naik ke blok bngunn yg btul..lebih tepat lagi, dia trus lari ke blik aku…dgn muka yg pucat, mata yg berair, smbil tercungap2, dia smpi ke blik aku dn menceritakan apa yg br je menimpa beliau..aku ngn roommate aku terdiam seribu bahasa mndgr cite dia…ap yg berlaku sbenanya? Mcmn dia bole smpi ke bgunan tu sdgkan amat mustahil ntuk smpi ke situ?? Apa yg membawa dia smpi ke situ???

Xd sape yg tau kecuali Allah yg Maha Berkuasa dan yg Maha Mengetahui…

Beriman lah kepada Allah..

Chapter 9 : Ramadhan Kembali Semula

Assalamualaikum.

abah lm dh aku x update blog aku ni. ni br ad kesempatan bukk blog yg dh sekian lm terbiar di mamah zaman dn masa yg begitu laju menyaingi kite. ad bnyk gak ksh2 menarik yg akan aku post nnt. maybe dlm ms yg terdekat ni aku akan post cite2 yg bru.

xmau le aku ckp bnyk2 kl ni, almaklum la, pose ni kne jg2 skit.
silap ckp, berdosa..hoho

So, Selamat Berpuasa..jgn ponteng puasa..rock selalu..

Chapter 8 : The Neighbour

Holla everybody..nice to be here again..it feels like I’m in an imaginary world created by chemistry of my liquid things in my mind..so aku rs dh tiba masanya ntuk aku smbg blik apa yg aku dh tgl pd post yg lepas..terasa diri ni dpgil kembali untuk meneruskan apa yg dh aku cite pd post yg lps..creepy wooohhoooo..aku rs sbenanya nk stop je cite ni tp oleh kerana post aku yg lps mndpt pembacaan yg begitu bagus, so aku kene teruskan jgak cite ni smpi abih wlupn ad beberapa perkara ganjil telah berlaku pd aku slps aku memostingkn post aku yg lps..so let it begins now..

Version nenek aku :

Br2 ni jiran dsbelah umah aku mengalami penyakit yg amat kritikal dan bahaya pd dirinye..beliau mengalami diabetes..aku sendiri pn naik insaf dn ketaq bl dpt tau beliau jd mcm tu..so bl dh kene mcm tu, beliau telah pulang ke kg org tuanye untuk menjalani rawatan perubatan tradisional dan rawatan moden..itu sj jln yg ikhtiar yg beliau nmpk..xpela..all the best untuk dia..so slps lbih kurg 8 ke 9 bulan beliau pergi berubat, maka pulang la beliau ke rumahnye, syurganye..pd hari pertama aku tgk dia smpi ke umah dia, aku terkesima skjp sbb tgk perubahan yg mendadak pd dirinye..dia dh kurus..pd asalnye dia mmg seorg yg sgt gemuk dn berbadan besar..untuk pengetahuan semua, beliau ini adalah seorg wanita..dl berat bdnya mungkin 3 kl ganda berat aku..tp skrg ni beliau dh 3 kali ganda lebih kurus dri aku..ngeri..bl aku tnya apa rahsianye, beliau hnya mendiamkan diri sahaja..aku pon mls nk tny bnyk..

So pd satu hari, tidak lama dr hari kepulangan beliau, beliau dtg ke umah aku sj membuat lawtan social..sj boring2 katenye..so lps sembng2 ngan nenek aku, beliau mengajak nenek aku untuk menemani beliau untuk tido brsm pd mlm tu..maklum la, beliau mmg hdup bujang..xkawin lg..sblom tu dia ad cite yg pd mlm pertama hr dia blik ke umah dia tu, ad smthg yg mengacau tidonye..sesuatu yg mempunyai bulu yg lebat, hitam dan bsr..membuat kacau d dlm blik tdur dn dapur nya..so stlh mndgr cite tu, nenek aku pn g la tmn dia supaya xd pape yg lbih buruk akan berlaku..pd mlm itu aku xtau ap yg sbenanye yg telah berlaku..

Untuk pengetahuan semua, jiran aku ni dl ad seorg nenek yg bersama2 beliau hdup didlm umah tu..nenek aku pn kwn baik jgak ngan nenek jiran aku ni..cuma neneknye telah pergi menyambut seruan illahi beberapa tahun dl..aku sntiasa bersyukur sbb still ad nenek yg amat aku syg skali..aku cite sume ni bkn apa, sbb mmg ad kene mngena ngan apa yg berlaku pd nenek aku..

So bl sesudh pg keesokn harinye..nenek aku pulang ke umah n mcm bese je..mcm xd pape yg berlaku pd nye..bl senja menjelma, cahaya siang hampir hilang ditelan langit..angin jantan pn sdh mula bertiupan menderu2 melintasi bumbung umah aku yg mmbuat aku terasa dingin di seluruh liang kulit badan aku..pd ms tu, nenek aku mula bercerita tentang apa yg sbenya berlaku pd mlm smlm bl beliau g tmn jiran aku tido kt umah dia..citenye, pd mlm tu, nenek aku ngan jiran aku tido didlm bilik yg berlainan..pelik kn?..aku pn xphm nape nk tdo asing2..pdhal takut tu..so nenek aku tdo kt ruang tamu umah jiran aku..mnkala jiran aku pulak tdo dlm bliknye sendiri..abah dia..nape xtdo je kt luar ngan nenek aku tu??hmm..pelik..bl time nenek aku sdh memejam kan mata, dlm 3 ke 4 jam, nenek aku tersedar dr tidonye sendiri..bkn trkejut sbb bunyi aneh atau terkejut sbb rs nk buang air, tetapi nenek aku telah di kejut kan oleh seseorg yg teramat2 beliau x sgka..dlm keadaan yg agak gelap tu, neneka aku nmpk byg sesuatu yg kejutkan beliau..nenek jiran aku tu yg kejut kan nenek aku dr tidonye..abah seram bl aku dgr..nsib baik nenek aku xd sakit jantung..nenek aku ckp ckp siap bnd tu tegur dia lg tu..

‘’tido ye mawa..’’

Tu lah ungkapan yg nenek aku dgr pd mlm tu..maka semua ayat2 suci Al Quran pn terkeluar bg mnjadi pndinding nenek aku dr bnd yg sdg dtg mengacau beliau..nenek aku pejamkan mata sehingga subuh dn hnya memekak kn telinga smpi ke fajar..so bl mlm sterusnya berlabuh, jiran aku still ajak nenek aku temankan dia lg..korg tau apa jwpn nenek aku slps tu..NO WAY MAN!!!

Chapter 7 : Yngwie Malmsteen (OST Black Star)

Yngwie J. Malmsteen arrived on the scene in 1983 when he emigrated to America from his native Sweden. Malmsteen created a style - an ear-searing blend of metal bombast and classical beauty that is one of the most immediately recognizable of ALL guitarists. He elevated classical chops to new heights, adding a definite European stamp both dark-sounding and blindingly fast.

"I've been exposed to classical music since I was five years old," says Yngwie, who was born in Stockholm on June 30, 1963. "My mother listened to Bach so much, and I grew to really love his music. Bach's chord progressions and melodies are the most beautiful things ever written. "My family was very musical," he adds. "My sister played flute and piano and my brother played guitar, drums, piano, violin, and accordian. My father even played guitar."

Malmsteen maintains that his biggest classical influence is 19th-century violin virtuoso Nicolo Paganini. "I was in my early teens the first time I heard his music," recalls Yngwie," and he's been my idol ever since. I got turned on to him through a Swedish TV show. A Russian violinist was playing some Paganini stuff on the program, and I freaked. I quickly put a portable tape recorder in front of the TV to get it on tape. When I found out later what the guy was playing, I went out and bought Paganiniâs "24 Caprices," which is my all-time favorite thing to listen to. "Thatâs how I wanted to play guitar. He did with his instrument what few have ever come close to doing.

He was a rock and roller-very wild and very extreme." Yngwie's work overflows with classically influenced playing. His Grammy-nominated debut solo album, "Yngwie J. Malmsteen's Rising Force," is regarded by many as the definitive document of neoclassical rock guitar. "Those compositions ["Black Star" and "Far Beyond the Sun"] sort of sum up my style," says Yngwie. "There are fast runs, slow harmonies, and some really nice arpeggios in them. Those songs are like icons for me. I'll probably play them until the day I die." Malmsteen first picked up a guitar on September 18, 1970-the day Jimi Hendrix died. "Hendrix did inspire me to play," Yngwie affirms, "but I was more influenced by his image than his music. He looked so cool and was a fantastic performer." Says Yngwie: "I don't think anyone can actually teach someone how to play guitar. The desire should come from inside.

Guitar is at a stage where one has to do oneâs own innovations. Playing electric guitar is not like playing classical violin, which has been around for hundreds of years. To play classical violin, one has to be taught the specific skills needed to perform that particular kind of music. Once you get past the basics needed to play guitar, the rest is up to you." Guitarists with mind-boggling technique can be quite boring on stage, but Malmsteen impresses as well as entertains. He is always in constant motion, whether playing his Stratocaster with his teeth or twirling it around his body.

"When I play a song at rehearsals I often get bored with it," he admits. "But as soon as I get in front of an audience I'll get excited and everything comes alive. I'm not just playing for myself. I live for my audience-they're everything. It's the best feeling imaginable to go on stage and have the crowd love you. As long as there's an audience, I'll never lose the desire to play."

Chapter 6 : Weight Loss Plan (OST How Deep Is Your Love)

A man calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program.

The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck.

She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company.
The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me."

Without a second thought, he takes off after her.

A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up.

The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens.

On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs. as promised.

He calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program.

The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning and beautiful woman he has ever seen in his life.

She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If you catch me you can have me."

Well, he's out the door after her like a shot.

This girl is in excellent shape and he does his best, but no such luck.

So for the next four days, the same routine happens with him gradually getting in better and better shape.

Much to his delight on the fifth day when he weighs himself, he discovers that he has lost another 20 lbs. as promised.

He decides to go for broke and calls the company to order the 7-day/50 pound program.

"Are you sure?" asks the representative on the phone.

"This is our most rigorous program."

"Absolutely," he replies,

"I haven't felt this good in years."

The next day there's a knock at the door; and when he opens it he finds a huge muscular guy standing there wearing nothing but pink running shoes and a sign around his neck that reads,

"If I catch you, you are mine!!!"

He lost 63 pounds that week.

Chapter 5 : Dr Alam Angker (OST If Only Tonite We Could Sleep)

Smlam aku blik awal..bese la bl sume boss dh xd ofis,blik awal la..aku smpi umah agak awal jgak tp hmpr senja jgak aku smpi..aku kuar dlm 6.30 gitu..sesmpinyer aku kt umah, rehat..lepak2..smbl2 nk tgu maghrib masuk,aku lepak kt blik aku..

Smbl dlm mengelamun tu tetibe aku terbau sesuatu yg amat aku kenali..misteri tp memberangsangkan..mak aku masak kt dapur..huhu..aku pon apa lg, trus laju g ke kubu masakan mama aku yg penuh dgn nilai santapan2 yg amat tgi nilainye..

Bpak aku pon ad smlm..so kitorg pon memulakan sesi persembangan kosong keluarga dgn pnuh meriah dan beradab..smbl2 mak aku ngah menggoreng kentang dgn mggunakan secret resepi yg sdh sekian lm mnjd rahsia tradisi keluarga dlm bidang masakan, bermula la sebuah kisah misteri yg begitu ancient skali yg blom pernah dikupas oleh mn2 pengkaji alam misteri dn penggiat filem seram di arena hiburan negara kite ni..

Version mama aku :

Pd satu masa dl, msa bpak ngan mak aku memula kawin, aku pon xlahir lg time tu..pnh terjadi satu kejadian aneh dan misteri kt umah aku yg skrg ni dh berusia lebih kurg 60 tahun..lps parent aku kawin xsmpi usia sebulan, mak aku mengalami kejadian seram yg smpi skrg xpnh mak aku lupakan..citenyer, smggu dua sblom parent aku kawin, atok aku belah bapak aku telah pergi selama2nya mengadap tuhan yg maha esa..meninggal akibat penyakit angin ahmar..so citenya semasa dhjung2 hayat arwah atuk aku ni dl beliau ad pki tongkat bg memudahkan dirinya ntuk berjalan..sehingga la beliau meninggal dunia..innalillah..so slps 2 3 mggu parent aku mendirikan masjid, mak aku, yg memula skali sdr..bunyi tongkat kt atas umah aku..pehh..seram giler kate mak aku..bunyi seolah2 ad org brjln menggunakan tongkat..bnd ni berlaku lps jam 12 mlm..nape mst lps 12 mlm???hmmm..pelik..so bnd tu jd dlm agak2 smgu jgk la..smpi satu masa bpk aku kne naik umah tue n guna segala ilmu yg bpk aku ad ntuk berbicara ngan bnd2 halus tu..alhamdulillah hilang sumenye..bapak aku ckp maybe roh arwah atuk aku blik skejap nk tgk2 umah n famili dia..selamat..

Version bapak aku :

Pd satu dl yg xbp dl dr cite aku yg memula td, ad lg satu cite angker yg btul2 dl menggemparkan satu kg aku tu..bapak aku cite pn bole naik bulu roma 90 darjah..ad satu famili ni br je dkurniakan anak tp xd rezeki sbb kedua2nya meninggal..diorg ni dr kaum madura kot..si ibu mati bersalin anak sulong..mmg bnyk pantang larang n bnd yg kne ikut,..jgn seskali break the rule..not this one..citernye, lps si ibu meninggal dunia, si suami pulak maybe kurg ilmu pengetahuan dlm bidang agama ni..diorg main bungkus je mayat dgn tikar mengkuang n then just konvoi ngan moto ntuk g tanam kt tanah perkuburan islam yg letaknya xjauh dr umah aku ni..bl dh smpi kt situ, upacara menanam mayat pn berlaku..aku pon xpasti apa yg berlaku time tu..menurut cite dr bapak aku, time diorg wat sume time maghrib..time bnyk setan merayau2..so slps upacara tu sume dh setel..diorg blik..xtau la dh wat talkin ke blom..xtau mcmn kesempurnaan mayat tu..selang 2 3 hari, br tdgr cite yg btul2 wat kg aku gempar..mayat si ibu blik dr tanah kubur..mmg ad bbrapa org saksi yg hdup lg smpi skrg nmpk bnd 2 btul2 dpn mata diorg..bnd ni jd nk dkt sbuln jgak..member bapak aku alami bnd ni sendiri..xpe,nnt aku tnya dia punya version pulak..kejadian ni mmg menyeramkan penduduk kg..mn x nyer, kl dh bnd putih terbang menangis siap ngn berdarah2 kt tgh2 jln..sape yg berani kuar mlm lg..spnjg kejadian tu, mmg slalu la bunyi anjing melalak stiap mlm..sume org bl mlm je trus kunci sume pintu..dh sunyi sepi je jdnyer..bl keadaan dh jd kecoh, maka otai2 kg aku pn kluar la masing2 ntuk menyelesaikan mslh ini..pak imam n the gang turut menyiasat perkara sbena shingga la brjmp dgn keluarga si mati..bl dh d cite sumenyer maka satu fellowship d tubuhkn untuk ke kubur si mati bg re-sempurnakan mayat beliau..slps dh setel sume, alhamdulillah..selamat dh kg aku..

ad bnyk lg aku nak cite...version nenek aku pulak..tp nnt la aku story lg..seram pulak aku sorg2 kt ofis ni..so......chow..

Chapter 4 : The Service (OST I Miss U)

One Sunday morning, the pastor noticed little Alex was staring up at the large plaque that hung in the foyer of the church.

It was covered with names, and small American flags were mounted on either side of it.

The seven-year-old had been staring at th e plaque for some time, so the pastor walked up, stood beside the boy, and said quietly, "Good morning, Alex."

"Good morning," replied the young man, still focused on the plaque.

"What is this?" Alex asked.

"Well, son, it's a memorial to all the young men and women who died in the service."

Soberly, they stood together, staring at the large plaque.

Little Alex's voice was trembling and barely audible when he asked, "Which service, the 9:45 or the 11:15?"

Chapter 3 : ATM (OST C U When U Get There)

A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads:

"Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts.

After months of careful research, MALE and FEMALE procedures have been developed.
Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender:

MALE PROCEDURE

1. Drive up to the cash machine.
2. Put down your car window.
3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN.
4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw.
5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt.
6. Put window up.
7. Drive off.

FEMALE PROCEDURE

1. Drive up to cash machine.
2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine.
3. Set parking brake, put the window down.
4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card.
5. Tell person on cell phone you will call them back and hang up.
6. Attempt to insert card into machine.
7. Open car door to allow easier access to machine due to its excessive distance from the car.
8. Insert card.
9. Re-insert card the right way.
10. Dig through handbag to find diary with your PIN written on the inside back page.
11. Enter PIN.
12. Press cancel and re-enter correct PIN.
13. Enter amount of cash required.
14. Check makeup in rear view mirror.
15. Retrieve cash and receipt.
16. Empty handbag again to locate wallet and place cash inside.
17. Write debit amount in check register and place receipt in back of checkbook.
18. Re-check makeup.
19. Drive forward 2 feet.
20. Reverse back to cash machine.
21. Retrieve card.
22. Re-empty hand bag, locate card holder, and place card into the slot provided.
23. Give dirty look to irate male driver waiting behind you.
24. Restart stalled engine and pull off.
25. Redial person on cell phone.
26. Drive for 2 to 3 miles.
27. Release Parking Brake.

Chapter 2 : The Embarassing Moment (OST Meet Me Halfway)

Let’s face it – we’ve all had our share of embarrassing moments. Just be thankful that none of them were as humiliating (and hilarious!) as these:

"A mother was taking a shower when her2 year old son came into the bathroom and wrapped himself in toilet paper. Although he made a mess, he looked adorable, so she ran for my camera and took a few shots. They came out so well that she had copies made and included one with each of their Christmas cards. Days later, a relative called about the picture, laughing hysterically, and suggesting that she take a closer look. Puzzled, the mother stared at the photo and was shocked to discover that in addition to her son, she had captured her reflection in the mirror wearing nothing but a camera!"

"A woman and her sister were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of nuts. As they were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if they needed any help. The woman replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." The sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and she turned beet red and walked away."

"A lady picked up several items at a discount store. When she finally got up to the checker, she learned that one of her items had no price tag. Imagine her embarrassment when the checker got on the intercom and boomed out for the entire store to hear, ‘PRICE CHECK ON LANE THIRTEEN, TAMPAX, SUPER SIZE." That was bad enough, but somebody at the rear of the store apparently misunderstood the word 'Tampax' for ‘THUMBTACKS.’ In a businesslike tone, a voice boomed back over the intercom: ‘DO YOU WANT THE KIND YOU PUSH IN WITH YOUR THUMB OR THE KIND YOU POUND IN WITH A HAMMER?’

An introvert went to bar and spots a pretty looking woman sitting on the stool. He mustered all his courage for long time, then timidly approached and asked her, "Ma’ am, would be OK if sit here and talk with you?" She was alert, suspecting this man, and responds by yelling, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Customers in the bar started staring at them. The embarrassed guy quickly returns to his table dejected and ashamed. The young woman waits a little and then goes to the guy to apologize. With a smile on her face she says, "I am sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I am a college student in psychiatry and I am putting together a thesis as to how people react to embarrassing moments." The cunning guy now yells loudly, "What do you mean by $500?"

Chapter 1 : See my Lacking (OST Come with me)

Panas..hr2 yg berlaku sblum ni sume pns2 belaka..maybe musim kemarau ni xkn berenti selagi blom tibe musim hujan nnt..hmm..apa yg aku ckp ni.. kt umah aku pon abah panas..br2 ni member aku ad suggest nk g join scuba..wow..what a nice idea..tp aku kene tgk bajet jgak nk g wat aktiviti tu..knfm kne kluar blanja yg bnyk..tp aku ad bnyk plan hjung thun ni..so mmg kne detail ngan bajet aku..

Hr ni aku masuk ofis mcm bese..boss ramai xd..tp still keje aku ad je yg nk kene siap kn..dh la msuk tghr..apa la nk jd..huhu…keadaan sekeliling mcm bese..suasana ofis la kate kn..sdg2 aku duduk2 wat keje trus terlintas dlm minda aku sesuatu yg aku dh lm xrs sejak aku kecik2 dl..maybe aku ni sdikit kebudk2kn..sbb still rs apa yg aku rs sejak zaman aku kecik dl..tp ntah la..maybe sbenanya setiap org ad perasaan ni..tp sume dh give up sbb there’s nothing to feel n think about it anymore..maybe tu la yg diorg rs..so let its begin..

There’s so many dramas here..and I see them standing there as cry-er and laugher of sorrow..a lot of my enemies will going down..see my fall..see my loss..but they can’t do anything..just fire up my defence against them..fight my enemies..come on..u can run..u can hide..what will u do..just stand up n fight with me..

Prologue Chapter 0 : Still got the blues (OST Symmetry)

Still the best of me..that was all I can said when I was frankly heard the song called Crash n Burn by Savage Garden..mood??not that happy but..still can breathe calmly..searching through my heart n sitting back upon my memories to refresh everything I’ve done lately..funny..i can’t think one..the visibility of my existence is more complicated here..rather than the political of my own country..from this spot, my sight is only can reached to the grey-blurred-glass-window that stood up beautifully 8 meters from my work space..from there u can imagine the world unbounded that lies under u feet..u can feel it crawled under ur blood isn’t..if u know what I mean..u know that I’m rite..

I'm still in the of light of the tunnel shine..still walk in a same haze..still lived in the same ways..from that morning, I always felt that these days was obviously tiring my body.. exhausting my energy.. keep make me pretty buzy..issues pending..got a thing to do..everyday seems to be violet-sky-mood..hoho..u know what I mean??

Right know my ears was only focusing to the music that been played from my device..pc I mean..Come on over by Christina Aguelera..i never heard this song before..but..hhmmmm..i think it is pretty good..good song, good singer..good soul..and the most importantly..great tone..haha..i thought so..

Tomorrow’s my birthday..my hope??mmm..dont know yet..maybe it is still in my plan..my girl??yeah, I’m in love with her..she is the most beautiful-genius-gorgeous-girl in the whole world..dont u think?? Coz only she know that she have a key to my heart..i dare u to move..maybe forever is not that long anymore..i’m still myself to wait for her..maybe she is the one who’s waiting??haha..maybe..

bad news a.k.a mmg haram jadah

Aahhhh..ngantuknyer..hi..kite skali lg berada dlm slh satu fasa kisah2 kehidupan aku..yap,hr ni aku msuk ofis..abah ngantuk..keje??bese la..mn pnh abih..stiap hr ad je yg btimbun..so aku br je lps tgk movie..the proposal..psl boss n staff kawin paksa..ironik giler..time ngah rehat ni la aku nk rest jap..rehat2kan pale2 yg ngah pening ni..smbl letak kan diri aku kt blakang memori n semak satu persatu..

Dlm2 aku ngah mengelamun, tb2 aku dpt satu berita buruk yg amat aku xsuka nk dgr..ntah la..aku nk ckp pn aku xtau mcmn..makin btmbh pening pale aku..sumenye psl keje aku..sume stf batch aku sume xsuka dgn berita buruk ni..tp..tgu jela..bl dh btul2 knfem nnt, aku akn bgtau korg sume..kl dh mcm gmpng, mmg gmpng jgak diorg ni..

4 more Muslims charged in Malaysia church attacks a.k.a aku terbaca berita ni pg td, apa peranan kite pulak??

By JULIA ZAPPEI,Associated Press Writer - Wednesday, February

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia – A Malaysian court charged four more Muslims on Tuesday with attacking churches in a row over the use of the word "Allah" by Christians.

Three men and a teenager were charged in northern Perak state with throwing firebombs at two churches and a convent school on Jan. 10, prosecutor Hamdan Hamzah said. They face a maximum prison term of 20 years.

The three men, aged 19, 21 and 28, pleaded not guilty, while the 17-year-old, charged in a juvenile court, pleaded guilty to the offense. His case will next be heard on March 24, Hamdan said.

Three other Muslims were charged last week with setting fire to a church on Jan. 8, the first and most serious incident in a series of attacks and vandalism at churches, a Sikh temple, mosques and Muslim prayer rooms.

The attacks have underscored religious tensions in the country, where minority Buddhists, Christians and Hindus complain they regularly face discrimination.

The latest tensions follow a High Court ruling on Dec. 31 that allowed the Herald, the main newspaper of the Roman Catholic Church in Malaysia, to use "Allah" in its Malay-language pages. Allah is the word for God in Malay, the same as in Arabic.

The ruling upset some Muslims who believe "Allah" should be exclusive to Islam. The government has appealed the verdict, arguing the use of "Allah" by non-Muslims is confusing.
Some 60 percent of 28 million Malaysians are ethnic Malay Muslims. Much of the rest are ethnic Chinese and Indians, who mostly practice Buddhism, Christianity and Hinduism.

cuti a.k.a si bodo xreti wat keje

Hari ni aku cuti..nape aku cuti??ntah la..maybe bdn aku xbp sdp pn ye jgak..atau maybe aku dh xd motivasi lg nk keje kt situ..burden??xd la sgt..aku bole terima keje bnyk..tp maybe aku mmg xbole terima org2 yg ad kt situ..nape??ntah la..sakit jiwa dibuatnya..bkn aku suka ngelak keje..aku suka dgn keje aku skrg..tp..nape sntiasa ad sj org yg ingin jatuh kan org ln..pantang btol tgk kl org ln besenang lenang skejap..dia??huish,pantang diganggu n dsuruh..kl kene suruh wat keje, sume xreti..bl wat, sume salah..even taip surat pon slah format..xskolah ke??..ckp mcm bpk dia je yg jd perdana menteri..ntah la..nape la ad org2 yg mcm ni..nasib baik famili, tunang aku n member2 baik aku slalu bg sokongan moral..kl x, ntah apa jd dh kt aku ni..

Xpe, lupa kn balok tu dl..cite bnyk2 dlm ni pn xgune..menatang tu still mcm tu..xpe,biar tuhan je yg tentukan hdup dia..yg penting aku kene tau apa yg aku buat, apa yg aku mau, dn mcmn aku corakkan hdup aku ni..slagi aku bole tahan, aku go on..slagi ad lg org2 tsyg d sekeliling aku, aku go on..ok..chow!

bln februari pap!! a.k.a bln bnyk event

Bulan Februari kembali lg..aku rs tahun 2010 punyer bln februari ad bnyk event2 bsr yag akan berlaku..korg tau x???perasan???..ok,pd yg xtau tu, bln februari kl ad bnyk hari2 bsr yg kite lalui seluruh Negara..maybe dunia??hmm..maybe..ok..pap!biar aku cite satu persatu..br2 ni kite dh pon menyambut Hari Wilayah Persekutuan..smlm la pon kot..hr yg disambut penuh meriah skali..xtaula kl korg xjoin sm..aku pon xjoin jgak sbenaya..haha..tgk berita je..sbenanya aku xbp pasti nape kite sume kt wilayah kene smbut hri ni..tp xpe,asl kan tmpt keje aku dlm wilayah,so aku cuti la smlm..Yahoo!!..ok..pap!..yg kedua pulak yg bakal menjelang ialah Tahun Baru Cina..so, aku ucapkan selamat beraya pd sume warga Malaysia yg berbangsa cina..sbenanya hri tu jg merupakan hari valentine yg besenye disambut oleh sume psgn kekasih kt atas muka bumi ni..aku???ntah..xpnh pulak aku terpk nk smbut hari tu..so..pap,biar je la..wat2 lupa sudaa..so,hari seterusnya ialah hari yg amat ditunggu2 oleh sume umat Islam..hari yg amat dibangga2kn..hari yg amat best n mulia skali aku rs..Hari Keputeraan Nabi kite Nabi Muhammad SAW..atau lebih kite kenali ngan hari Maulidur Rasul atau pon Maulud Nabi SAW..so ms ni la kite kene prepare hadiah yg btol2 brharga ntuk diri kite sndiri, agama, dan bangsa..apa hadiahnya??terpulang la kt korg nk interpret mksd aku psl hadiah tu..pd sape2 yg dh bese buat n bg hadiah, diorg mst tau..pd yg xtau n xphm apa mksd aku td, cri la ilmu pd sape2 yg tau..ok..aku tau sume nip on sbb kalender bsr ad tpampang dpn muka ni ha..haha….tp ntuk pengetahuan korg sume, ad satu lg event bsr yg xd tertulis dlm kalender seluruh dunia..aku mmg sj xbg org yg wat kalender tu tulis psl hari power tu….hari yg aku mksdkn tu sbenanya, tarikh lahir aku..hoho..aku lahir dlm bulan Februari jgak..hahaha..yei yei..dh nk meningkat umur aku ke tahap seterusnyer…pd sape2 yg tau, nnt kite lpk, blanja aku mkn ok..huhu..so..kite jmp lg..aku nk chowdh..letih..bye!!

penyakit binatang berjangkit kt org a.k.a H1N1

Sjk kblkgn dunia kite slalu mengalami mslh yg hyper sehingga bole melupuskan kewujudan species manusia..politik, perang, kemiskinan, kekejaman, pencemaran, n mcm2 lg..Br2 ni pon kite di kejutkn lg dgn wabak penyakit selesema babi a.k.a H1N1..
Dl dh landa skali..ni kite skali lg knew at tindakan brjg2 ntuk mghadai gelombang kedua pwqabak ni..aku pon xtau sm ad kite dh di landa ke blom..so pd sape2 yg ad mslh dn symptom2 yg berkaitan ngan wabak ni,err..cpt2 la dptkn nasihat doctor..jgn pndi2 wat bjak sndri pulak..apa yg kite tgk kt dlm tv psl laporan wabak ni adlah maklumat yg xbp tepat..diorg tutup bnd yg sbena sbb takut kekecohan akan berlaku pd sume rakyat jelata..bgus..langkah yg bijak..tp…btol ke..????hmm ntah la..kerajaan lebih tau..aku just rakyat jelata yg bese2 je..

Keje aku a.k.a Kebajikan

Hohoho..aku smbg blik dr prmemorian aku yg lps..so xd apa sgt aku nk cite kl ni..sume pon dh blik..aku keje skg kt dlm unit latihan JKM..cawangan pengurusan sumber manusia..HR???ntah mcmn bole aku dpt bahagian pon aku xtau..sdikit sbnyk ni la sume staf2 yg bertugas dlm unit aku ni..kl ad yg korg knl,bgtau la ye..

Sbnrnye tunang aku pn dl keje kt sini dl..tp dia bhgn knk2..so xsm la department aku ngan dia..tp still bole jmp stiap hari..yahoo..dia la yg bwk aku masuk..huhu..mekasih syg..I LOVE U SO MUCH!!terlalu bnyk dh dia tlg aku dlm hdup ni..aku??lalai,xsabar,baran dan mcm2 lg..so mgkn tuhan send dia kt aku sbg pengimbang hdup aku..mn xnyer,dia la yg slalu wat aku jd cool kl aku ngah marah..slalu wat aku tenang kl aku ngah ssh hati..bnyk lg la..xtckp aku..tp papehal pon aku ttp berterima kasih pdnye sbb sudi untuk teman aku seumur hdup hoho..insyaallah kl ad rezeki dan jodoh..

2010 a.k.a mCm2 haL

Tahun ni dh masuk dh tahun 2010. spatutnyer dh ad azam baru..aku ??ntah la..apa azam aku tahun ni aku xbp pasti lg..kawin?dlm plan..ad rezeki,ad la..skg ni pon ngah usaha ngumpul duit n jg hbgn aku ngan kekasih hati aku..family ??best, sume dh setuju ngan kami..so msing2 ngah kumpul duit la ni huhu..keje ??ntah,xpnh siap..wat abih yg ni,dtg lg yg tu pulak..abih yg tu, dtg blik yg ni..pening pale aku..tp apa nk buat sume tu dh keje aku n tmpt aku cari rezeki..so, xnk komplen bnyk2..watnyer tuhan tarik blik nikmat aku yg satu ni..mau farmville aku..boss ??ad mcm sial,ad yg baik..ad jgak yg sial pura2 baik..yg baik pura2 sial ??hmm..xd kot..sume poyo nk nmpk baik..bongok…siap ad yg blagak mcm wat keje tp…ntah la..malas nk ckp..

tp tu bkn aku nk cite dlm ni..apa yg wat aku pening pale skg ni, mslh band aku yg xrenti2 kekurangan line up..aku pon xtau pehal asik jd gitu je..alih2 yg tgl muka aku ngan muka muiz..xbole blah btol..tp aku ad jalan aku sndiri..wlupon ktorg xslalu jamm tp msing2 ad projek sndiri..so develop kami dr situ..aku wat ms ni bnyk join band ofis aku..jauh gak prjalanan band ni..mcm2 yg teruk2 dh ktog hadapi..tp still stnding..hahaha..papehal pon aku still masih berminat nk bwk band aku ni ke stau fasa yg lebih jauh..penat dh asik tgk kejayaan band lain..Cuma bl pk blik,still ad problem yg blom setel lg..line up…xpnh ckup n kekal…pelik aku..pehal ntah..maybe xkene ngan pale n jiwa diorg kot..audition dh bnyk dh..ntah la..papehal pon aku ttp usaha kn jgak..ok,nnt smbg..bnyk pulak keje boss bodo aku ni bg..choW !!

2010

tup tap tup tap dh msuk thun 2010. abah laju ms brjaln. so selamta thun br aku ucapkan kt korg sume yg mn pnh bc blog aku yg agak pasif ni huhu. so brmula hari yg br pd thun br ni, aku pon ke refresh sume and susun balik sume plan2 yg upcoming bg melancarkan prjalanan hdup aku ni.
so maybe pd thun ni aku akan slalu menziarahai blog ini untuk tujuan brkongsi cerita dgn sesapewr yg nk bc blog aku ni...orait, chow